i should be doing work but i'm not.. should be packing but i'm not... well.. i did a bit of both though so that counts for something haha.

anyway i love bullet points. coolest punctuation mark ever. right before my beloved semi-colon, slash, and this thingy {} (dunno what's it called i just like it better than the average parentheses >).

and i think im going to do all future bloggin in bullet style form just cuz it's more to the point.. but sooner than later i'll forget and start to babble again hehe

• you don't have to like someone to be nice to them. just a thought that i knew but never really thought about. i hope you get what i'm saying.  so don't take anyone's niceness {ugh i want a different word for it. bleh} as if they actually like you. could be just part of their nature, just as it is a part of mine.  
  • and a sort of weird note, i'm usually mean to those i do genuinely like.. y'know in a teasing way... although i can be pretty cold when i want to be. that usually comes to play when i'm in class. i get all somber and serious faced. totally different from how i usually am around people i like, at least i think so haha.
• mango hi-chews, those delicious jap chewy candies you get from azn food stores, have a very addictive smell. i can't stop sniffing the package lol. even though they're still wrapped.  it's weird but the candy is probably going to last a lot longer than i planned haha
  
  • other addictive smells: maple syrup, Victoria Secret's Very Sexy For Him + Perry Ellis' Reserve, baked cookies, Coldstone, scent in Ecko Guy store, mango lotion, and probably your mom
• despite last entry, i need to relax sometimes and just get over what i think people mean by what they said. usually, it's not as bad as i thought it would be, and if it is, it's always from someone i really don't care about. end of bitchy discussion.
• it's funny how differently people think; caitlin and i were talking a couple hours ago and i mentioned something that i thought was really sweet that a guy did while she called it "ewww.. stalkerish"
  
  • though it's also because we each have a very different outlook on the same guy and, i think, guys in general since she's dated people a lot longer than i have.
  • possibly another indicator that i'm pretty creepy if i don't see it haha.
• it's kind of depressing to see how quickly my room got messy after i cleaned it up a day or two ago :(
• i fucking love how drinking through a straw outta a cup gives you license to be obnoxious, like i was with my delish coffee/ sweet cream milkshake :) it amuses me how loud i can be while slurping through the straw hehe. points for annoying everyone else :D
  
  • i still wanna try the coffee/ white chocolate shake. too bad palisades doesn't have white chocolate. basturds hehe
• i know i've said this before, but i'll say it again: DON'T SHAVE YOUR FUCKING HEAD YOU FUCKING MORON!!!! you looked great with the head of hair you had before so why mess with it?!?! unless it was for medicinal or religious purposes than i don't see why you have to mess with your gorgeous hair. you lost half of your following by chopping those locks off :/
• it's really nice when chance is on your side... i've been taking risks more than usual nowadays and the outcomes are usually great.. although i've probably jinxed myself *knocks on wood*
  
  • ergh. i forgot if i used that whole knock on wood thing right.  gonna have to look that up later
•  i'm fine with being friends, it's just that i'm scared about what we both will lose once we settled down on that level.  it feels like i'm saying goodbye to everything when you'll still be in my life.
• simple pleasures = great happiness. at least that's what i've come to learn :)
  • like looking up and realizing how beautiful everything is, no matter where you are {beauty in everything :D} or remembering something embarassing about yourself and being able to laugh about it {2 for 1 yayy}
• i need to restart reading, collaging, writing, drawing, etc.  i think my life would be better if i took the time to create something all my own. i can't just get all my pride from my academics :P

... okay this isn't as long as these things usually are and that's probably good news for some of you hehe.

i ran outta steam and i need to get rest. so nightt

eileen